A Special Day

 

To, 

Myself on 16th October 2018

Subject: A special day

Hey. How are you? It is now 12:45AM. You must be asleep or watching a movie right now. I just want you to know that your world is going to change in the next 24 hours. I am not trying to scare you but it is going to be a bit difficult for the coming year but you will come out of everything stronger than ever!

So calm down and listen to me. Today, you are going to get fired. Don't worry. You will have an offer letter for a better job in the next 5 days. It is not the professional hit I am worried about for you. I am worried about the huge emotional impact it is going to have on you.

You are going to blame yourself and I just want you to know that you are not to blame at all. It is NOT your fault. You did everything you could and only better. You will have to learn how the world works and this is a hard but effective way. 

This incident may test your limits in the coming year when it could still hold the power to hurt you so much that you will make decisions that you are not supposed to make. But, it's okay. You are going to be fine. You really are going to be fine. Things will take a turn and you will be better.

I am sorry you will have to go through all of this but I assure you that you will get the closure you need and things will fall into place. You will win this battle and come out with scars that will forever be your pride. This event will change you as a person but you will still be the little girl you have always been at heart. 

I am just here to give you the hope you need to get through the tough time. Things may feel out of hand but when you look back after a few years, you will realise that whatever happened was for a reason and everything turned out just as it was supposed to. 

Again, you are going to be fine. Take care!

Sincerely,

Myself on 16/10/2021