To, Myself on 16th October 2018 Subject: A special day Hey. How are you? It is now 12:45AM. You must be asleep or watching a movie right now. I just want you to know that your world is going to change in the next 24 hours. I am not trying to scare you but it is going to be a bit difficult for the coming year but you will come out of everything stronger than ever! So calm down and listen to me. Today, you are going to get fired. Don't worry. You will have an offer letter for a better job in the next 5 days. It is not the professional hit I am worried about for you. I am worried about the huge emotional impact it is going to have on you. You are going to blame yourself and I just want you to know that you are not to blame at all. It is NOT your fault. You did everything you could and only better. You will have to learn how the world works and this is a hard but effective way. This incident may test your limits in the coming year when it could still hold the power t...
There was this one time when my sister asked me something like - "Why are you so funny?" or "Why do you laugh so much?". See, I have this habit of making people laugh with my mediocre jokes and I believe I have a funny bone. I am not sure how many people agree with me though. My answer was - "I don't know, I feel beautiful when I laugh and make people laugh. I feel that I look ugly when I am rude to someone or when I am angry". I really meant it and I really did feel like I was beautiful. I don't know if it is only with me but, I could never picture myself even though I see myself in the mirror every single day. I could only imagine a blurred face that was somewhat beautiful but always with a smile. This conversation happened around ten years back and we were both young then. Recently, I remembered this conversation and asked myself the question - "How do I look now?" Again, I could not picture myself but I could see a blurred face, ...